Happy Me!!

12:11am

Yes!! Again I smiled..

I shivered...

It was like,I was dreaming..

Your text afte 4months...

It was a feeling that I wnn to pause the clock

To hear you,to feel you

I wnn to feel the whole time again...

But! 

A new day dawns once again

I stare at where you used to lay your head. 

I close my eyes, your face I plainly see

That smile that could always bring me to my knees 

Those eyes that saw into the very soul of me 

My heart aches for the touch of your hands on my skin 

I've come to understand what the meaning of loneliness is 

I wipe away a tear

It's almost more than I can bear

I pray for the strength to get me through another day without you

All I wish that I could stop the clock

To make this movement mine again!!

Thoughts_of_heart🖋

Yes I CRY✋🏻😞

I'm sitting on the porch

Wind blowing through my hair

But I just can't seem to care

Life goes on around me

I don't participate

I go through all the motions

But what I really do is wait

I dream about the day

That you'll come home to me

Nothing else is important

Why can't people see?

I don't want to go out

I don't want to have fun

I don't want to do a thing

Until all is said & done

They took you in the summer

Now fall is been awaited

Winter will be here very soon

And then the year will have diminished

You have no idea how much I cry

I never let you know

It's so hard out here without you 

But I'm not allowed to let it show

I must pretend all is fine

Everyone thinks all's okay

But what I never ever tell them

Is that I cry for you every day :’(

Thoughts_of_heart🖋

Love never fades

Loving a person is not dependent on their presence🙇🏼‍♀️

If they left the room for an hour-you’d still love them🙂

If they went away for a month you’d still love them🙂

So just becoz someone have left your life doesn’t mean you automatically stop loving them the minute they walk out the door😞

Love doesn’t jus “Disappear”🤞🏻becoz it’s no more reciprocated...

Loving someone who’s not in your life anymore is not something to be ashamed of😇it’s something that should be cherished

It shows you that what you felt was real💕and even you have the ability to love deeply and selflessly🙂

The deeper your love for that person the longer it takes you to accept the loss😶

So don’t ever let anyone tell you that you’re taking too long and you should over it by know✌🏻let the fucking dogs bark🖕🏻😑

It was your love and your loss and nobody else can tell you what that person meant to you or how long is appropriate to grieve the loss of them from your life😢❤️

    Thoughts_of_heart🖋

Why it has to be you😶✋🏻

Sitting alone and silently

I recall a special part of my life🙂

That part came unexpectedly

And lasted only for a while :)

My life has been quiet and peaceful

Until that unforgettable moment

You came like a silhouette of my soul❤️

Then you walked right through my heart

Every day is a picture of happiness🎈

There's no hint of loneliness

Everything is wonderful💕

Because I spend it with your

But then, as time goes by

Feelings begin to fade away😶

Tears fall down one by one

And it kills me to say goodbye😞

Every time my mind says move on

my heart says hold on✋🏻

So many questions inside my head

But the answers are all up to you

Loving someone like you

Without boundaries😢

Makes me think deeply again

Why why it has to be you?😭😢😪

Thoughts_of_heart_🖋

When Tomorrow is without me

When tomorrow starts without me🙂

and I'm not there to comfort you

please know that I still love you

cause I know that you will care deep down💕

When tomorrow starts without me

and you feel lost and blue

I hope these words I've written

will help to see you through😇

Someday your pain will ease

sadness replaced by fond memories❤️

tomorrow you will hear

My I love you!! whispered in the air for you

When tomorrow starts without me

cause God has called me home

I turn blowing a kiss for there to you

If you wnn kiss me back!!just look at moon at glance and see me there😇

Sad that you may feel alone🙁

I will miss you where m here ol not

a tear falls from my cheek

I'll be inching towards god

And tomorrow will start without me :’)
Hey!!!!!!

Please miss me!!😓

Thoughts_of_heart🖋

13/3/16

❤️My Man ❤️

If you wnna know me!

He is the other me!

He is my beautiful secret

Which I won't reveal

He is the reason

I totally melt inside

I pinch myself

Just knowing that

He's mine🙈

Through many seasons

That we go❤️

There are many reasons

That you make me glow

All I can do is to

Adore the love so true

Which comes for me

From you😘

You are the incredible

Way of making my heart happy😇

Your love for me has became

My reason to be

This will grow forever till infinity🎈

Thus,I will describe the entire you

With all the phrases as:

❤️I love you my man❤️

🌍hey you’re my everything remember That love❤️

Happy anniversary 👫forever will be yours :’) m sry for the things I did wrong but will wait for you no matter what!!

God bless you in every deserveable form...no words to say 😭I luv u Bhavikaran👫😓

Come Back😢

Separated 

It hurts when we were so closed from hearts and now separated 

when we were used to share everything now nothing 

when you and I for you Were always as an back bone but now separated 

when people used to call us two souls of one heart now apart 

When you and I eat the cheese burst together now seeing it burst within 

From holding hands and resting in laps and everything is just an ash

Could it be come again or will be the same 

Thoughts_of_heart🖊