Happy Me!!

12:11am

Yes!! Again I smiled..

I shivered...

It was like,I was dreaming..

Your text afte 4months...

It was a feeling that I wnn to pause the clock

To hear you,to feel you

I wnn to feel the whole time again...

But! 

A new day dawns once again

I stare at where you used to lay your head. 

I close my eyes, your face I plainly see

That smile that could always bring me to my knees 

Those eyes that saw into the very soul of me 

My heart aches for the touch of your hands on my skin 

I've come to understand what the meaning of loneliness is 

I wipe away a tear

It's almost more than I can bear

I pray for the strength to get me through another day without you

All I wish that I could stop the clock

To make this movement mine again!!

Thoughts_of_heart🖋

Yes I CRY✋🏻😞

I'm sitting on the porch

Wind blowing through my hair

But I just can't seem to care

Life goes on around me

I don't participate

I go through all the motions

But what I really do is wait

I dream about the day

That you'll come home to me

Nothing else is important

Why can't people see?

I don't want to go out

I don't want to have fun

I don't want to do a thing

Until all is said & done

They took you in the summer

Now fall is been awaited

Winter will be here very soon

And then the year will have diminished

You have no idea how much I cry

I never let you know

It's so hard out here without you 

But I'm not allowed to let it show

I must pretend all is fine

Everyone thinks all's okay

But what I never ever tell them

Is that I cry for you every day :’(

Thoughts_of_heart🖋

Love never fades

Loving a person is not dependent on their presence🙇🏼‍♀️

If they left the room for an hour-you’d still love them🙂

If they went away for a month you’d still love them🙂

So just becoz someone have left your life doesn’t mean you automatically stop loving them the minute they walk out the door😞

Love doesn’t jus “Disappear”🤞🏻becoz it’s no more reciprocated...

Loving someone who’s not in your life anymore is not something to be ashamed of😇it’s something that should be cherished

It shows you that what you felt was real💕and even you have the ability to love deeply and selflessly🙂

The deeper your love for that person the longer it takes you to accept the loss😶

So don’t ever let anyone tell you that you’re taking too long and you should over it by know✌🏻let the fucking dogs bark🖕🏻😑

It was your love and your loss and nobody else can tell you what that person meant to you or how long is appropriate to grieve the loss of them from your life😢❤️

    Thoughts_of_heart🖋